The plan was to find refuge in you. With you.
Circumvent the emotions which have solidified
Yet, I feel emulsified within you
entrapped/encapsulated within you
When I think of you, you make me feel sick to my stomach
The circumstances show no evidence of rescue
This circumstance shows no evidence of life
When I think of you, it hurts to inhale
Suffocated by chance, suffocated at will
Mouth-to-mouth resuscitation is futile
Call me weak/tell me I need help/dismiss my case
I seemingly made a mistake seeking refuge in your halfway house
No regrets.
A simple mistake in dependence.
A simple mistake.
InDependence.
Retrospect is Twenty-Twenty
Retrospect is bifocals in disguise
Retrospect is cataracts in progress
Maybe I should have treated you like the other nicknamed
